I’m smiling but i’m frowning on the inside cause you discern me but really don’t know what i’m thinking until you ask me. I try to talk but when I sit there and wait you don’t come and sit next to me. HUH! well at times i just want to walk away from everything and not come back.
NO I don’t know you and your world but as time pasted i thought I could connect to you through feeling what I feel today cause you got it all together and you don’t have any struggles or pain like I do. You are not sitting here crying like I am. You are not in the same steps and place that I am at right now soo listen.
You can look at ten things but you can listen to me and here and help me but yet i have patience even though I want to walk away and go home to heaven but you are not listening to me.
PREACHER! you don’t hear me! you think you can just preach to me and not show me that is not soo. Lord I need somebody to show me the materials and the tools to the presence of life. You can show me through email or talking to me on occasions. HUH! you don’t feel me you just want me to encourage you but you don’t feel me.
See my point is as i sit and cry the picture is drawn can’t you see it its bright and written across my face but you can’t see it cause you are looking the other way! Yeah you look at my eyes but you don’t see the tears. . . HUH! and this is my feelings not spiritual but sometimes you just need to know what I’m feeling inside cause there is silence and you can’t listen cause you think i don’t exist but i’m right here.
My feelings is to go hide in a corner and cry and don’t move till I die.
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