Going 2 GOD

Its FRIDAY!

I’m sad today and my be for the rest of the month of april and more cause Parents just don’t understand the time and sacrifice I make for them. My mind is blank cause I am soo stressed out from the time of sitting here while my heart is beating and I am typing away.

This is a dangerous feeling to me where I often point the scissors to my own self but I can never do it to pull it into my body and lie there dead one day.  As I take a deep breath it seems like why am I here?

Its friday and my heart is heavy most of the time

Its friday and I can’t move forward cause people don’t live up to what they say

does this ever change in my life

alot of times I just want to curse urbody out and not come back in this house again

as I go forward I don’t like what I am feeling or hearing

My heart is heavy cause there is soo much personal problems going on its hard to drop them even if I do yoga cause i thought I was good but now my heart is still heavy.

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