I thought. . . . . . .

Every now and then I will put these pages up of of thoughts cause stressing ain’t easy but silence is not good as well. Journaling doesn’t help me but here it comes a bunch of I thoughts. . .

so i have been at church or in church for years I thought people helped people. .I thought

Church is a hosptial but how come there is more craziness than anything

I thought when you go to a counselor or preacher not to aim at anybody there suppose to sit and talk to you I thought

When there is no plan how do I know what my next move is I thought if you have soo much discernment you could tell me I thought

I thought is I went to the head of the church he would tell me more than some other ministers who just point the finger at others

I thought in church you are suppose to resolve the issue and not sit by another person talk about them whether its good or bad

I thought if you are stressed a walk would be a help but that won’t help me chocolate will or God will have to send me home

My point is these thoughts are just telling the truth about some things and that is why people leave and come back in your life cause they thought but you changed the rules and you know you ain’t right.

Jesus these are some thoughts I had not to hurt anybody or to dummy down any person but these are just some thoughts I had cause you know church folk better than anybody I know off today.

Saved but messing around with your staff that wears tight stuff to church all the time day, nite, weekend

I thought you married oh I am . . .

I thought you are suppose to show the people of God not just pray for them the bible says in proverbs train them up the way he or she goes soo what happened?

Only God knows the hurt just cause I thought